Hurry up and wait

[dr_tranny]

*sigh* It seems the good doctor will be out of town until next week sometime, and won't be able to set me up with an appointment until she gets back. Gah, just when it seemed like things were finally starting to roll. I did find a counsellor through my insurance who apparently has dealt with trans people in the past, but when I met with her I got the impression that they were pretty few and far between and that she didn't feel like the right person for the job. It's too bad really. Nice lady. So here I sit, in limbo, waiting...waiting...waiting. And it doesn't help matters that little miss less-than-supportive (who is currently sawing logs next to me) has told me that if I "go through with this" we're through. So much for unconditional love. So now I wait until next week to find out if I can meet with Dr. Lawrence, and in the meantime the tension level in the house makes the Middle East look like a playground. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

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Hey man

[jordan23.livejournal.com]

remember me? Jordan...21 yr old FTM. What doc are you going for? chest surgery? I'm sorry to hear about "little miss less-than-supportive (who is currently sawing logs next to me) has told me that if I "go through with this" we're through." It's hard when that happens. Why can't ppl just understand? *sigh*

Jordan

Re: Hey man

[mrmikeyman.livejournal.com]

Hey man. Course I remember you. Good luck getting back to work on that knee of yours. I'm trying to get in to see a therapist and get this shit rollin, you know? The part that truly sucks (and I know you'll understand this one) is I have no money, at least not right now. Ugh. Take care man, and thanks.

Re: Hey man

[jordan23.livejournal.com]

Yeah tell me about it, money is all that is evil. I tried to go into work today, but I need a doctor's note saying I'm okay to work. I have to wait till my doc office open at 9.I doubt I can get an appointment today. I think I'm going to have to wait another week...my scheduled appointment is on the 2nd. *Sigh* I really need to go back, *Sigh* I'm broke to the point I'm scared. I have $1000 in my accounts and rent is due again :-( ( Which is 700.00 a month) Once I can work... I have to double again. Back to the old two jobs.

Re: Hey man

[mrmikeyman.livejournal.com]

Man, I know that kind of broke. It sucks bad. Don't push too hard on that knee. I know about knee problems. I folded my right knee about 4 degrees the wrong way back in high school, and it still gives me trouble on an almost daily basis. I'm hopin for ya man.