Hurry up and wait

*sigh* It seems the good doctor will be out of town until next week sometime, and won't be able to set me up with an appointment until she gets back. Gah, just when it seemed like things were finally starting to roll. I did find a counsellor through my insurance who apparently has dealt with trans people in the past, but when I met with her I got the impression that they were pretty few and far between and that she didn't feel like the right person for the job. It's too bad really. Nice lady. So here I sit, in limbo, waiting...waiting...waiting. And it doesn't help matters that little miss less-than-supportive (who is currently sawing logs next to me) has told me that if I "go through with this" we're through. So much for unconditional love. So now I wait until next week to find out if I can meet with Dr. Lawrence, and in the meantime the tension level in the house makes the Middle East look like a playground. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!